Deplorable Request - October Tide

Shut it all down, the facts and the memories

I have been running around inside on this borrowed time

The medical poison, it stabilizes and drags me back

Though it is against my will

Locked inside this suit of flesh and blood

Stranded on clean sheets forever

With the parasites in my veins

I can hear your cries

I can feel your breath to the end

You have been visiting me for so long now

Erase the map of the past

I am fighting with my heart as an enemy

Falling through a black hole for eternity

Caught in an endless sleep with this hollow dreams

Capture the light and pour it over me

A benefactor forbidden to all humanity

Bring me a trail and please let me feel pain

Turn to the next page

Ease your depression

You will find it better when I’m gone This will lead you insane

I can hear your cries

I can feel your breath to the end

You have been visiting me for so long now