Not Me - Number One Son

Dry those tears I cried

My eyes don’t see

I find I’m lost, I’ve changed again

Things changed again and I can’t hide my state of mind from myself

As this place inside me feels the same I still can’t numb the pain

I struggle with my mind unsure, I’m sure again

I know that’s not like me

No, that’s not like me though I think I’m feeling fine

No peace could set me free

I’m lost again

I’m blind again

I could need more time to figure out just how I’m feeling deep inside myself

again

If I could only know my mind I would not need to change

Perception only lies to me

So I still need to struggle with my mind unsure, I’m sure again

I know that’s not like me

No, that’s not like me though I think I’m feeling fine

No peace could set me free

I’m lost again

I’m blind again

Did you notice me now I’m lost again?

I’m not me again

I’m not me

So you know I’ll never give out

Give up this life

I will be who I’ve never been

Just not me

Did you notice me now I’m lost again?

I’m not me again

I’m not me