Dumb -

My friends call me dumb

So I start to believe it

Say it’s a joke

But I know that they mean it

I know

Theysay I’m never there

That I should spend more time with them

That’s a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home

And lately ive felt so depressed and alone

Im back where i started like 3 years ago

And i constantly fail to show all my affection

And all of this shit builds up all of this tension

I wish I could give her the things she deserves

But keep fucking up I’m not larning my lesson

I’m dumb

I’m no fun

I have so many things in my life that ar keeping me up

I fuck up anyways

It’s almost as if I just throw it away

And my girl’s the best

She wakes up my phone with a good morning text

And makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts

And tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss

Yea i kno

But shes 3000 miles away

Telling me everything is okay

Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong

A little bit better at accepting my flaws

A little bit faster when i answer your calls

A little more effort when im writing these songs

A few months ago I was living so well

Peaking my mental and physical health

Now I’m here

In the back with a face full of tears

In need of help but there’s nobody near

But its fine

Cuz Ill take it one step at a time

Its okay if i cry

So i’ll keep it together

Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better