Knowbody Knows - Nitty Scott

Nobody knows where they might end up

Nobody knows (nobody knows man)

Nobody knows where they might end up

(Lemme talk to em)

Yo, okay now I got a secret knows

Deep in the dark but I know that it shows

Got to get high just to beat the lows

Move slow got woes and the pressure grows, uh

Born to a broken home

I mean a broken house cause the trust is out

Moms got tears and I lived in fear

Never even had the same address for a year

Uh, and now my stash is tapped

Panic attacks I need a permanent nap

Searching for a turn in the map

Burning now I’m lookin for a person to snap on

Send a Muthafuckin nurse to black on

Straight verse and I curse to clap on

If I didn’t have this track to rap on

I would have to put the damn platforms back on

They try to tell me that I’m living in a shattered place (okay)

But then I tell them that I never saw with different space (okay)

It seems we roaming down the street with no end

And I just like to pretend

That my shrink ain’t my best friend

I’ve been drowning in my sorrows full of bottles but I’m hollow

Blackening bravado and I borrow on tomorrow

Ain’t no trace of where we at

So its time to face the facts

I say hello worlds I’m…

I’ll get back to you on that

(nobody knows where they might end up)

You never know what another soul is going through man

(nobody knows)

They say that we’re all just human but don’t accept our own humanity

(nobody knows where they might end up)

Consumed in vanity and social constructs, we’re quick to judge insanity (nobody

knows)

Never know what was truly real, or right or wrong

(nobody knows where they might end up)

Were still willing to build walls that increase the divide (nobody knows)

(nobody knows where they might end up)

So its time to say, that it’s okay to not be okay

No crazy no normal no sane, just a condition that we all share

The you in me and the me in you

Look inside the mirror and I know what I see

Another enemy staring back at me

Say she don’t want me to win

And she don’t want me to be

She been talking to me since a ni**a was three (fuck you)

Life full a mess and a bag full of stress

Confess that I might not pass this test press

And I never had the guts to cut but I ain’t givin a fuck imma self-destruct

Have you ever been in battle

War with yourself you were shaking on a rattle

Bang bang but you need more ammo

Take another swing call it boxing shadows

No key to coping no trusting in my emotions

Can’t focus much less expose them since I got that diagnosis

Now I’m living on these doses, slippin under noses

And I tend to get explosive with the ones that I am closest

I couldn’t believe it, wanna suck on a barrel and squeeze it

Wanna take all the pain and relieve it, gotta search for my soul and retrieve it

Thought everybody was hatin on me

But its pain to see my biggest hater is me

And I never really knew my wealth cuz

I guess its all about self-love

And I may never make it back

So I say hello world I’m

I’ll get back to you on that

Maybe one day we’ll acknowledge the god in one another

Where hearts can bend and minds can mend

And there’s nothing to be ashamed of

Because the stigma hurts more than the sickness

And no one deserves a spoiled identity

That’s why we have to go without fear

Without these assumptions and taints of perspectives

And remember that one day

They will paint civilization by how it helped the hurting

Nobody knows