Gone Girl - Nitty Scott

Just let it ride, let it ride

This shit

It sound like pain

I can relate

Yo

Maybe it’s the drugs

I’m giving you nigga shrugs

I’m unplugged, disconnected and bugged out

I’m all hugged out

And all I got is bars

All I got is scars

But they just want to light cigars over slow guitar

And watch me do the pole dance underneath the stars

Hold up

I’ll take it back to learning to tie my laces

Familiar faces ran races in intimate places

And maybe one of those intimate paces

That move at fast paces and seek better spaces

I was divorced in the family portrait, I know my limits

Step daddy trying get up in it, I ain’t with it

So I did it, bought a ticket and split it

Coach class, leave my pass on a one way

Had to take my life into my own hands some way

Hoping I can rise above it one day

It wasn’t easy like Sunday

What you know about pain?

The kind that leaves stains on your veins

I’ll tell you why the cage bird sings

Think I’m going insane

Okay

I stayed in school, tried to remain in a booth

Cause it was just me

Four walls and the truth

Put my dreams on hold for survival mode

Cause the nights were long and the wind was cold

Vultures of our culture praying on my young ambitions

Telling me schemes (Uh)

Selling me dreams (Uh)

Push to the extremes 'till the hell of me screams

I’m lost in mans nothing’s what it seems

Nightly at the spot but I’m from your block (Uh)

Light as a rock and I’m locked if you knock

I’m patient but I’m anxious

See they’re not the same thing

I just catch an overdose of adrenaline to my brain

Cold sweats, nausea, dizziness, chest pains

Automatic panic, frenetic in the fast lane

This shit is odd and I’m looking to god for a nod

I need a sign not another facade

But while I’m waiting and contemplating

I keep the weed burning

Keep the page turning

Like a long sermon

Got a curse for nervousness that’s hitting the surface

Guess that all I’m trying to say is that I’m flawed but I’m working