Fade to Black - Nina Gordon

And it feels like a movie

'cause i’ve done something heavy

Now i’m all alone and you know i like it

Well i wish i was older

I could hold my liquor

Then i’d blow your cover instead of my own

'cause there’s nothing i can do

To prove that i still love you

And i think i hear my friends through the walls

I’m gonna fade to black

I think i’m gonna fade to black

I swear to god i’d take it back

But it’s just no use

What’s done is done

I can’t blame anyone but me

Everybody’s out there without me

They’re not even talking about me

Flying out of the city and they don’t even miss me

Four days in the haze

Of the biggest mistake i’ve ever made

And now i’ve got to get out of this place

'cause everybody knows

Even the ones who don’t

I’m gonna fade to black

I think i’m gonna fade to black

I swear to god i’d take it back

But it’s just no use what’s done is done

I can’t blame anyone but me