My Side of the Story - Nick Cannon

Hopefully, emotionally, you can cope with this truthful shit I’m about to spit

The realest shit I ever wrote, so please don’t judge me for my sins

Cause shit Goddamn it’s a lot of them

Shit Goddamn it’s a lot of them

Women and pride where should I begin

Women and pride where should I begin

Let’s start with '97 in love with Meagan

Good, puppy love, first time ever

She was sayin' wait, even back then had me streesin'

Had a man, had to expect it, so I called her my best friend

But like kids, we had plans for a wedding

But I start pimpin', skippin' church hurt, felt neglected

Was it my mama fault her only child kept gettin' rejected

Move from projects to projects, and wrote me off like credit

Then all of a sudden the unsuspected, fell in love with Alexis

The sex was unprotected, Danika too, we tested

Yup you guessed it, I got her pregnant

Then she miscarried on 9/11

In heaven is where my best is invested

In Jesus name, I told the lord that I learned my lesson

In Hollywood out of element, made a deal with the devil

I promise I’ma be celibate

But shit, you already know that was over hella quick

Now hella chicks that was relevant

Young Cannon was killin' it

Famous, the nameless fucked me for free, a few freaks who sellin' it

Diana turned me around, now I’m back on track

Bible study 7 days a week made me believe she had my back

Never think that she’d mislead and stab me in the back

But I ain’t mad

Now my trust issues is at an all-time wack

I don’t call chicks back

I’m like fuck all they asses, only pay my taxes

I don’t pay no attention to them bitches who flashin'

Those bitches is plastic, we don’t love dem hoes

But we lovin' their passion

We love who they wanna be, perfection and fashion

Yeah, my defense mechanism’s, milly rockin' and dabbin'

Got me pushin' 'em back and got me pushin' it passed 'em

I was pushin' a Navi and that’s when I met Tina

I mean, I mean my ting she was my queen to be

We was two peas and the world happened

What happened?

What happened?

Now, I’m rappin'

Got caught up with sauce and them awesome bitches I bagged 'em

But had I known I would damage our magic

I promise I would never ever ever would’ve pulled them tricks

Cut to Ms. Thomas when I saw her 2006

Tried to holler, but I thought she was in love with another libra nigga

I can’t lie I think I’m fascinated with these R&B singers

Ever since I used to stalk Brandy on the set of «Moesha»

Met Ray J’s stylist, she was smilin' and creepin'

She was bout it, I was bout it, now let’s go get pizza

Kim was the flyest chick

I get why Kanye be wylin' and tweakin'

The most photographed woman since Mona Lisa

But that pornographic feature had my ego depleted

My agents callin' me screamin', that I don’t need it

So I retreated to Las Vegas escapin' with Selita

Ready to elope, or hope it was a secret

But Victoria ain’t trust her, and I didn’t either

Broke my heart and started beffin', fuck it I’m vegan

And everybody thought her ring was the same as the diva’s

But you never give queens the same thing, I mean

That’s rule number one when puttin' diamonds on their fingers

Before that last trip to Jacob, had to make-up with Scherzinger

Was in love with Nicole, think I still am

Cause she so cold Goddamn

Can’t let go, Goddamn

But my dream girl appeared and made it with my soul

We made it 7 years, itchin' man I wanted mo'

Forever was the goal, but this world is throwed

The only thing that keeps me goin is my five-year olds

Something 'bout a child’s soul that can find a diamond in coal

My mind’s said I gotta have some mo'

Golden

Should I feel guilty cause I’m in love with Brittany

But jesscia’s hatin', Jen is angry and Reese is leavin'

Cause my love was so shaky

My words so deceiving

I love 'em all, it’s my fault, they don’t believe me

Damaged goods, broken wings, my spirit is grieving

Maybe one day I would find someone who loves me for me

Until I meet her, I’ll keep singing

I shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I do love you

Shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I still love you

You could have a piece of my love

It’s waiting for you

Girl it’s true

I love you

Never really want to put the blame on you

All I want to do is put my name on you

Aww yeah

And it’s my truth, it’s my truth

It’s my truth girl, can you handle that?

I shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I do love you

Shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I still love you

I was young and hella reckless

Baby I apologize for all my messin'

Baby, baby I done definitely learned my lesson

Praise the lord and hallelujah

You’re the one I wanna do, ya know

Lil mama ill with it

Know I’m hard to deal with

Put up with my bullshit

And she wanna still kick it

Know she wanna kill bitches

When she find them naked pictures

All up on my phone, checkin' questionin' a real nigga

You could have a piece of my love

It’s waiting for you

Girl it’s true

I love you

I shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I do love you

Shed so many tears on this song

You know I made it for you

Girl you know that it’s true

I still love you