Thinking - NF

Yeah, growing up, yeah

Know a lot, but I don’t know enough

What you doin' here?

Why you even showin' up?

Yeah

Showin' up for tryna show me love

Why you look confused like you don’t really know what’s up?

Yeah

Why you always tryna judge?

I know who you are, yeah

Why you tryna, tryna front?

Yeah

I am not the man I was, look

Ayy, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it

I don’t like to get involved with things I don’t believe in

I don’t like to hang with people I don’t trust to speak with

If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it

Yeah, feel like I don’t deserve you when I hurt your feelings

I’m vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets

You’ve always been there when I’m low to help pick up the pieces

I know I act like I don’t need you yet, but lately, I’ve been thinking

Yeah, lately, I’ve been thinking

Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I wish that I was optimistic

I wish that I could trust my intuition

To most, negative thinking makes you a pessimist, but

To me, negative thinking means I’m just realistic

That’s how I feel, ain’t that a twisted view?

Claim that I don’t care what people think, but is that really true?

Those the type of questions that I struggle with

That’s the type of thing to keep me up at night

Wondering, I wonder if the pressure I’ve been under is too much on my shoulders

Who gon' care when this all fades, I turn gray and get older?

Yeah, that’s the type of thing that I don’t wanna answer

But just 'cause I don’t wanna do it don’t mean I don’t have to

See, these are lessons that you learn in life

And we only get one of 'em, hope I’m learning right

I know that everything comes with a price

Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price

Y’all got no clue what I have sacrificed

And lately, I’ve been thinking

Yeah, lately, I’ve been thinking

Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking

Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)