Doubts Even Here - New Order

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime

When eyes just turn and stare

Day begins, collapsing without warning

You fade from sight, there’s nothing there

No hope allowed, calls are answered daily

Questions are on your side

Deeply moved, beyond all consolation

You felt the pulse now hear the cry

In my mind thoughts are becoming clearer

I’m watching every move you make

Counting time spent in observation

A single blow, a false mistake

(Lyrics: Gillian Gilbert)

Then you revealed to me

All that I need to know now

Then please don’t turn away

Why can’t I talk to you now

(The close went down to times too, too much behind us)

There’s nowhere left to go

Where is this taking her and how?

(The number of forgotten years when my honour isn’t the deepest

Grows the deepest feeling and it grieved for safety and despair)

There’s nothing more I want

To know beyond your trust now

(The torish threats forevermore, over our natural favour

And us and he’s and I’ll fall, far in it, and it sees enough

In our failures and it’s not time.)

Don’t throw our joy away

Why must you just you leave now?

(I missed his promised time again, for my friend)

Memories are all that’s left

I need you near to me now

(Has God forgotten to approach us?

Has He rememberd to not despise us?

There, now, now, don’t come to mind my deeds

And call out in defiance of times gone by)