I Am Here - Neuroticfish

I am here to remind you

That every little step you make is futile

In the eyes of those who hesitate you will always be the one that never gets

there

So it seems…

I am here and I’m standing

As your beacon of dependence I will call

On every little piece of bullshit you would try to sell yourself

And make believe

So it seems…

Can you hear their

Silly laughter

Through the wall behind me?

Do you care for

What I’m here for

Or should I just give up and leave?

Do the idiot’s dance for me?

I am here and I’m waiting

For you to make amends with me once for all

If this friendship’s bitter purpose is to prove that they are wrong

You failed me

So it seems…

I am here still in anger

And I fear I will become just like you

Not a slightest touch of mistrust in the ideals I seed in you

You’ve failed me

So it seems…