Time - NEFFEX

I’m so sorry

For the pain that I cause

Can’t retract these claws

Once they’re out you can’t stop me

I’m destructive and cocky

Till I fall like a jockey

Off my high horse and back to nothing

Got these scars all from me trusting

And they bleed can’t stop the flooding

When I open them back up I know it’s disgusting

Trust me

And I work every day

Just to hear them say

That it’s not enough

That I’m not enough

I should just give up

Half empty cup

In my mind ugh

Thoughts hold me down

I keep fighting drown

Screaming out so loud

Can you hear me now?!

Can you hear me now?!

No response a drought

From a silent mouth

The harsh sound of doubt

Hear that sound

Soft yet loud

I just feel like I’ve been running out

Of time, of time, of time, of time

Of time, of time, of time, of time

Of time, of time, of time, of time

I don’t want

To wake up

Everything

Just aches yuh

Feels like a break up

No time to make up

Life just keeps on changing

And I want to rearrange it

But it feels so out of my control

My energy just keeps on draining

But I push back these demons

In my mind all of these heathens

Serotonin seasons

And maybe that’s the reason

That I’m open like a lesion

And my minds committing treason

And my souls the only beacon

I keep on fighting all these demons yea

Hear that sound

Soft yet loud

I just feel like I’ve been running out

Of time, of time, of time, of time

Of time, of time, of time, of time

Of time, of time, of time, of time

It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning

It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning

It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning

It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning

I can’t stop what I can’t control

It keeps moving and I’m growing old

I can’t stop what I can’t control

It keeps moving and I’m growing old

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)

It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)

It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

I don’t know, man, I just

Sometimes I wish I would’ve done things differently

You know?