The Rain - NEFFEX

(…in my brain

That’s why we take

Drugs to escape)

I feel the rain

It burns like pain

Alone again

Where are my friends

I need to change

Things in my brain

That’s why we take

Drugs to escape

The weather speaks to me

A different frequency

Gave you a piece of me

But you left so easily

I thought you needed me

You kept deceiving me

Think you mistreated me

What did you ever see in me?

I’m in a better place

I’m in a sweater space

Thumb holes a warm embrace

Takin' me to better days

I work to make a change

I work through all the pain

Distractions keep me sane

I may never be the same

Let me feel for a minute

Wait, I don’t like that quit it

I’m a real big cynic

I don’t really trust too much I limit

But when I do I’m committed

And when I do man I’m in it

I’m by your side till we winning

Ride or die Imma always stay with it

Got my mind tangled in knots

Trying to hide from the painful thoughts

Crouching behind all the memories lost

The happy ones between the awful spots

I visualize a lot

Protagonistic thoughts

Antagonistic boss

I try to win, I try to see the plot

I feel the rain

It burns like pain

Alone again

Where are my friends

I need to change

Things in my brain

That’s why we take

Drugs to escape

But that don’t change

A fucking thing

I need some space

It’s not a phase

These sleepy days

They keep me sane

I’ll dream of rain

That cause no pain

It’s so cold outside

Why am I in this life?

Why am I here alive?

The only point survive

But if we all just die

Then we all fail with time

No that cannot be right

There must be more to life

I wanna make a difference

I wanna be consistent

I wanna be committed

That shit can be so addicting

I have some new convictions

I have some new conditions

I have some premonitions

That this time things will be different

I wake up now to a morning filled with sun

I wake up now and I finally don’t feel numb

Got something in my life I really want

And I feel like the change has just begun

Look at me now oh look who I’ve become

I guess with time you can get what you want

I look back on the things that made me run

They made me who I am, the reason for all I’ve done

I feel the rain

It burns like pain

Alone again

Where are my friends

I need to change

Things in my brain

That’s why we take

Drugs to escape

But that don’t change

A fucking thing

I need some space

It’s not a phase

These sleepy days

They keep me sane

I’ll dream of rain

That cause no pain