Play Dead - NEFFEX

But if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nBaby you’ll get, sick of being the monster out of my head, under my bed\nThink you’re something out of my nightmares, standing right there\nBut if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nSilhouettes of you are like a taunt\nNever really know just what you want\nWith you I don’t ever feel calm\nI can feel the sweat inside my palms\nPlay with me like cats and a string\nYou don’t understand the pain it brings\nYou don’t ever wanna give me wings\nYou don’t ever wanna set me free\nYou know I’m addicted to you\nAnd it’s twisted you’ve been gifted with the evil voodoo\nGot me coming back for more even when I’ve been screwed\nDolls full of pins, pierce my heart straight through\nI got issues in my head\nI like you in my bed\nBut you keep me on read\nOhhh\nEverything is like a test\nI better not text\nOr I’ll come off desperate\nBut if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nBaby you’ll get, sick of being the monster out of my head, under my bed\nThink you’re something out of my nightmares, standing right there\nBut if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nSo if I play dead, will you regret\nEverything that you did, that you said\nI don’t think you understand what you’re doing\nAnd my heart’s black and blue from the bruising\nI feel like, when I’m with you I’m losing\nI feel like, you think that this amusing\nSitting there gaslighting and confusing\nWas it me? Is it me? Am I deluded?\nI’m the one who’s always sorry the conclusion\nEven though I offer all of the solutions\nI wish you loved me like I love you, it’s stupid\nWhen I’m alone with you I never feel lucid\n…I wish I wasn’t struck by Cupid\nI wish when I first saw you, I knew this\nWhen I’m with you I feel so useless\nI feel diluted, my heart’s been wounded\nSilhouettes of you are like a taunt\nNever really know just what you want\nWith you I don’t ever feel calm\nI can feel the sweat inside my palms\nPlay with me like cats and a string\nYou don’t understand the pain it brings\nYou don’t ever wanna give me wings\nYou don’t ever wanna set me free\nBut if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nBaby you’ll get, sick of being the monster out of my head, under my bed\nThink you’re something out of my nightmares, standing right there\nBut if I lay down, and I play dead, and I stay dead\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nThen will you get bored of killing me?\nThen will you get bored of killing me?