To Never Return - My Shameful

So in vain, all of my attempts to better myself

This broken soul, it will never truly heal

All this darkness, it cannot be washed away

So I am broken, all my hopes laid waste

So deep am I, in my own hell

I created this, for myself

To sink in deeper, so deep I am

At the end, what will all this count for

Just a series of failures, in a life gone wrong

Will you say, what good have I done

In all these years I wasted in the dark

Waste not your pity on me

The emptiness inside you will see

There is nothing here to be saved

All your tears for me are for waste

All that I’ve done, still lingers on me

All of my broken promises

I find now ahead of me…

I’ll never come back!