Not This Time - My Ruin

You leave a DIRTY TRAIL… so obvious like the REST

But it’s easy to find you when you’re living WAY OUT WEST!

Don’t cut your mouth on a sharp tongue, better watch out what you SAY!

I’m not so nice today, it hasn’t gone away YET…

And I’m not going nowhere — SO YOU BETTER GET USED TO IT!

It’s all good and FAKE distance keeps you SAFE

There’s six degrees of no space — good try BUT NOT THIS TIME!

Mediocre fits you PERFECT and I’m so AMUSED to HEAR IT

But I’ll never buy your BULLSHIT — just like I will NEVER FEAR IT!

Keep kissing ass, shaking hands — BE CAREFUL WHERE YOU PLAY!

I’m not so nice today, it hasn’t gone away YET…

And I’m not going nowhere — SO YOU BETTER GET USED TO IT!

YOUR LIFE LIKE YOUR MIND FEEDS ALL YOUR LIES!

It’s been a long time coming — LONG TIME COMING!

And I’m so glad I went with my instincts and did this…

While they all think you’re perfect so we must have DESERVED IT!

BUT I KNOW QUITE DIFFERENT — SO I WILL RID MYSELF OF WORDS WHICH I HAVE HELD

HOSTAGE — IN MEMORY OF A GIRL!

YOUR OPINION WHO ASKED FOR IT CONSIDERING ALL THAT YOU’VE SAID…

THE NEVER ENDING SHIT TALKING WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!

YOUR LIFE LIKE YOUR MIND FEEDS ALL YOUR LIES!

NO… NOT THIS TIME…

NO… NOT THIS TIME…

NO… NOT THIS TIME

I CUT THE TIES THAT BIND!

YOU KEEP PLAYING THE MARTYR…

YOU… KEEP PLAYING THE MARTYR…

YOU… KEEP PLAYING THE MARTYR — GOOD TRY BUT NOT THIS TIME!