Some Days - My Insanity

Slowly I start to hate this unpleasent sentiments in me

Was it all for nothing?

Was it all for me?

In faces the first, the second shock

Total zero ending

Nevertheless it was my part

To keep it alive

To keep myself alive

To keep justice alive

To keep the whole chaos alive

It seems that it was my mistake

But why now I… am I the monster?

The calm around my person is a sinner used subject

This neverending questions for the why

I have to start to assemble my scattered soul puzzle

Don’t wanna moan about it

Feeling of uneasiness

How could I’ve be so maleformated?

To keep it alive

To keep myself alive

To keep justice alive

To keep the whole chaos alive…

Is it hate about the thirst for knowledge?

Is it hate about the goddamned species?

Is it hate of my own what give rise to mourning?

Why?

Now?

The monster?

In your eyes…