First Love Blues - Murs

I grew up a wonder year

She was same by the bail

I was boys in the hood, She was ATL

Used to sell weed to our rommate, that’s how we met

Ol' girl didn’t smoke, but she had jokes on deck

No disrespects, it’s just the way it was

She claim cause' I was broke and always say cause'

I was kind of always saying shawty and y’all

She smile everytime I did my little Southern draw

Calls became frequent, we hang out on the weekend

Start to feelin' like, she’s the one I’ve been seekin'

Didn’t take it far, third base, at most

Never seal the deal, but always came close

I knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commited

I was young, 21, man I just wasn’t with it

Knew what was comin' and you can’t run from it

Ain’t no feelings that strong between man and a woman.

She said she wanted more than a friendship

But I wasn’t one in the bed

I said I wanted friends with benefits

But I was only trying to pretend

I didn’t want you (need you)

Realy want to make you mine

I would never mislead you

But then, how I treat you

But girl, you got to give me some time

So, the first time we did it, it was aight

But soon I was creepin' to her room every night

Somethin' like magic, I felt I had to have it

Just to right fix, to kick my chick habbit

You know it’s always better, when you’re lovers and close friends

It start to get deep, I kind of feel closed in

I went out and made a stupid mistake

I stop’d returning calls, went on a few dates

Ofcourse I got back to her, I knew she’d be hurt

But she didn’t even trip and that made me feel worse

She shoved me all the love, when I did the dirt

Now I’m feelin' like I’m the scum on the earth

She left for break and didn’t leave her number

I thought about her every single day that summer

I sucker, for try to keep it on the under

Said next time I see her, I’m a tell her that I love her

When the wall was stooden the way I was waitin for the nexy semester to begin

The very first day, I ran up to campus and ran onto one of her friends

I made small talk I didn’t want to seem blame

I too anxious, but when I said her name

The tears came, she started to break down

I could still see the look on her face now

Through the tears I could hear «drunk driver», «crash», «accident»

The word «no survivors»

She was tryin' to continioue to describe it, but just couldn’t take it

And she ran off crying

Lyin' if I said I wasn’t feel for regret

I cryed for three hours sittin' down on them steps

But even know you’re gone

Your memory lives on

And for all I did wrong

I dedicate this sing

To my first love…

This is for my first love