Not Really - Moth

Half of all I had vanished when my mirror broke yesterday

Where’d it all go?

Woke up then I’m out of bed

I rub my eyes in disbelief

Not a thing has changed

Have I been lying to myself again?

Now they’re floating in the pool making up for getting beat up in school

Where are my friends?

Love has been gone for two days and three nights she has gotten lost

On her way back home

Have I been lying to myself?

I never knew I could get this low

How am I going to pull myself up out of this hole?

I never knew I could get this old or lonely

Where in the hell has my life even gone?

Trying to imagine what you meant when you said we were through

I’m still right here tripping through my hollow plans

I’d love to stay here if I can

I’ll quit when I want

Have I been lying to myself or have I been lying to you?

I never knew I could get this low

How am I going to pull myself up out of this hole?

I never knew I could get this old or lonely

Where in the hell has my life even gone?