Playing Victim - Modern Day Escape

This struggles

Enough to get carried away

Drown out in the oceans

I’m locked here inside my head

Try and float away

To ease the pain

But my anchors

Keeping me at bay

I feel like there’s nothing left

And there’s a gun to my head

It’s driving me crazy

I’ll hide away and pretend that I’m dead

And let you all win

I love playing victim

So tired and ashamed

Of what I became

Tuck my tail between my legs

Walk away

Give up on everything

Hang my head in Shame

I gotta break I’m gonna break free

Dig myself a grave

I’ll hide away

Bury all the pain deep inside

I’m living a lie

After a lie after a lie