Brother to Brother - Mistah F.A.B., Dyson

Not a familiar face in years

Guess they forgot to remember me

And why is granny the only one answers

Auntie died, momma sick and she got cancer

My best friend sleeping with my B. M

My old block dying cause they beefing

I cry until the sunrise

Praying for these bars to break

Dear little bruh

I’m writing to see if you got my last letter

And if you did honestly this my last letter

I get the point, I see you to busy and don’t wanna be bothered

It’s just just weird how we share the same mother and father

But yet you treat me like a stranger, instead of your brother

How could you hate me so much, when you know that I love ya

I didn’t choose this life bruh, I was forced in it

Married to the game and couldn’t get a divorce in it

No prenup with me it was all or nothin'

I did all the hustlin' I was tired of strugglin'

I got addicted to that cash money, quick, quick, cash money

Dad was on dope, he ain’t have bus pass money

Moms was in the streets hoein' for gas money

I was on the corner thuggin', chasin' that fast money

Whatchu wanted me to do?

I never had intentions little bruh on leaving you

The streets was the only thing there that would feed me dude

My life was hard bruh, it wasn’t easy dude

I ain’t had that type of life that you see on T.V. dude

I just wasn’t ready for the streets when they freed me dude

I was chasin' my past hangin' 'round with sleazy dudes

I was doing things the normal man wouldn’t even do

I just want you to come and see me dude

I just want you to come and see me dude

Not a familiar face in years

Guess they forgot to remember me

And why is granny the only one answers

Auntie died, momma sick and she got cancer

My best friend sleeping with my B. M

My old block dying cause they beefing

I cry until the sunrise

Praying for these bars to break

Everyday this what I see when I awake in this cell

I spend 23 hours of the day in this cell

Gotta sleep, gotta shit, gotta pray in this cell

Gotta eat, gotta piss, gotta lay in a cell

All night, all morning, all day in this cell

Prison on lock down, gotta stay in this cell

Think about my old bitch, masturbate in this cell

Couple books help my mind elevate in this cell

So much frustration feel my hate in this cell

No love at all, man I’m hatin' this cell

Can’t go no where, man gotta wait in this cell

Contemplated suicide, man by a shank in this cell

Drag queens that you probably never think was a male

Fags, punks, snitches, man be racin' to tell

Undercover homos be chasin' the tail

Grown men cryin', getting raped in they cell

Killers on the streets, man

Cellie been dead a week, no escapin' the smell

No letters in 5 years, lost faith in the mail

It’s only so much you can take 'fore you yell

It’s only so much you can take as a male

It’s only so much you can take in this hell

Not a familiar face in years

Guess they forgot to remember me

And why is granny the only one answers

Auntie died, momma sick and she got cancer

My best friend sleeping with my B. M

My old block dying cause they beefing

I cry until the sunrise

Praying for these bars to break

Dear big bruh

Yeah I got all your letters

I responded several times, just didn’t have the courage to send them

And nah I don’t treat you man like you a stranger

But I can’t lie its hard to bottle up all this anger

When you first came home, we had plans to change the game up

When you got out it’s like damn you changed up

I was thinking we can be like Baby and Slim

Me and you, we can take over the game and get this win

All I needed man was your patience for you to believe

But you was more interested in the streets then believin' in me So why you

wonder why I’m mad and why I don’t reach back You let me down so many times

doin' all that

Hurt my heart to find out, man that you were smoking on crack

Cause I was like nah man, my brother wouldn’t do that

But you did bro, looked up to you since a kid bro

Don’t matter whatever it is you still is my big bro

But them drugs had your mind gone

And that plus blind jealousy had you looking at me like I’m wrong

Decisions you was making in the streets wasn’t wise ones

And the things that you said could’ve jeopardized lives bruh You was only

worried about yours wasn’t worried about mine bruh

But you being locked up who you think was easy to find bruh

Your niece getting old, she about to turn 9 bruh

Daddy had AIDS, I sat and watched him die bruh

Momma had cancer, I sat and watched her die bruh

12 years I waited for you, a lot of time bruh

For you to get out and go back and do time bruh

That’s why I ain’t fucking with you

I ain’t wasting my time bruh

But I love you man, I really do

And as I get older I feel sorry for you

But you weren’t worried about niggas tryna kill me

What will be, will be, when it will be

This is only how I feel, I just hope you feel me

This is only how I feel, I just hope you feel me