Reflections - Mindshift

my calm and peace is screaming inside

feels like im running as fast as I can

without moving an inch

isolated from the world I see

now trapped in my cell, my own hell

Me, the sole survivor

I´m speechless, is this the life i’m given

or is this future mine to decide

I don’t dare to look myself in the eye

It scares me, it haunts me

there’s no point to deny that

I, I, I’m on my own now

deep bleeding mental scars

the kind that will never heal

hidden away, far away

deep down i know my soul is the devil’s meal

A vanishing light that ends in darkness

in blindness I search for a reason

behind, behind it all

a meaning comes to life

speechless, is this the life i’m given

or is this future mine to decide

I don’t dare to look myself in the eye

It scares me, it haunts me

there’s no point to deny that

I, I, I’m on my own now