I've Realised - Mikill Pane

The neigbourhood I used to know’s quite strange

Got a wallet full of notes cause I don’t like change

And my life’s nowhere near a fairytale yet

But it helps that I’m driving in a snow white range

I had a nice beamer but while I was driving it

I crashed it and my sister and my mother died in it

That never stressed me it seems really bad

But I know that they’re resting in peace with my dad

So I feel like I did a favour for 'em

And for my sacrifice I was made an orphan

My sistr never had both of her parnts on this earth

Cause my dad was murdered while my mum was pregnant with her

So they’ve been united and I see you fighting the tears

But I still see 'em when I dream at night kids

So leave the crying to the new born babies

That I left behind with the woman who betrayed me

I’ve realised that there’s only one way out of this life

So please bear that in mind while you’re living yours

Before you came I told myself I would die for whats mine

Cause I’ve got nothing else to live for

I started saying that the hood’s changed too fast

But I made a digression to explain my past

But back to the crux of the matter

Property buyers wanna see a few more rungs on the ladder

And you middle class uni students don’t bother me yet

But I think you might prove a neusence

Cause right now you think it’s cool to rent in the ghetto

Getting allowance from daddy and spend it in netto or Tesco

Cause every little helps to save funds

When all you wanna do every weekend is take drugs

And you know I’m top shot at the competition of hating you

So I’ve a problem they’re on a mission like Katy B

Guy’s they think the bullys wanna ruin this

But you should know that pigs will fly when the bullets stop doing it

I shoot heads so stay if you dare

But you should never expect a place to change cause you moved there