Conscience - Meridian

Dragging myself out of bed,

Has never been this hard.

There’s nothing to look forward too,

No reason to smile.

Felling empty and focusing on everything I lack.

While wondering

What difference there would be

If I were gone.

I’ve never made a single impact on anyone.

There’s nothing left, for me here.

It’s me against the world again.

But I know that,

This world has brought me too my knees,

And I can see that I’m all alone.

Why keep trying to force a smile

When it never works out in the end.

And I pray to God that one day I can

Make a difference to someone else.