Blackballed - Matthew Mayfield

Do you, do you like the taste

Of all of you and all of me erased

I know, I know how you feel

Cause all the rage inside is real

I know you got it for me girl

But I never had it for you

So go and tell me I’m a rockstar

Tell me I’ve gone too far

Tell me I’m a man without a pray

Don’t give me that blackballed

Show me that I’ve lost them all

Show me I was never enough for them

And I’ll show you the real deal

Every inch of stainless steel

Yeah, I’m gone

Can you, can you see in me

Your desperate sense of superiority

How good, how good does it feel

To lie away inside and steal

You always had it for me girl

But I never want it from you

So go and tell me I’m a rockstar

Tell me I’ve gone too far

Tell me I’m a man without a pray

Don’t give me that blackballed

Show me that I’ve lost them all

Show me I was never enough for them

And open your eyes wide

Reciprocal suicide

Yeah I’m gone

And I love them more than

You could have measured, you could have measured (Oh)

And I love them more than

You could have measured, You could have measured (Oh)

So go and tell me I’m a rockstar

Tell me I’ve gone too far

Tell me I’m a man without a pray

Don’t give me that blackballed

Show me that I’ve lost them all

Show me I was never enough for them

And open your eyes wide

Reciprocal suicide

Yeah I’m gone