I Just Don't Care That Much - Matt Maeson

My teeth are rottin' away

I’ve leathered all my skin

And my blood is gettin' thin

And my whole fuckin' character’s changed

I don’t know who I used to be

But it certainly isn’t me

Any more and more I drink, I am afraid

That I’m just killin' myself

Got me fearin' for my health

I’m scared that Hell is just a place on Earth

And I pray to God I leave

Before Satan pours another drink

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much

Combustible, confused, and free

I no longer see that coast

That I always used to see

And I think it drifted far from me

Why am I talkin' to a ghost

That I’ve never even seen

When I haven’t even heard you speak?

You said the months go by so quick

Maybe you’re just full of shit

You’ll never last, I’m sorry I just said that

Maybe life was just a bet

That I lost to drugs and cigarettes

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much

In my mind, I will wander and wait

'Til I see your fire escape

My teeth are rottin' away

I’ve leathered all my skin

And my blood is gettin' thin

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much

I’m just living like the man

I’m just living like the man on fire

I just don’t care that much