hellbent - Maple

Did you really think that you could never want anything at all?

Did you really think that if you never talk then it won’t hurt so much?

Can you justify what separates yourself from everybody else?

'Cause everybody else needs somebody sometimes

You’re starting to cry all the time again

It’s such a sad state of affairs to watch you hide behind your hair

Speak and you barely get a sound out

Need somebody sometime

Did it make you tough to be terrified?

You turn around and no one’s there

Surely, you say, 'caus no one cares

But you’re just scard of getting found out

What are you, you hellbent to prove?

What do you, you plan to do?

If they come and get the question right

And they look you in the empty eye

If you’re never getting left behind

Although you try your hardest

'Cause it’s hard enough when you don’t hide

But you’re staring at the blinds closed tight

And you whisper that you miss the light

So can we just be honest?

So can we just be honest?

Can we?

Can we?

Can we just be honest?

Is it better to be living like you’re dead?

Is that winning in your head?

When you wake up and you feel like nothing’s left

There’s way too much to lose

And I know you think about it and you guess

It doesn’t make much sense

But I know you think about it nonetheless

Yeah I know you think about it nonetheless

And I know it doesn’t make it go away

And I know that you’re afraid to show your face

But you know it doesn’t change until you change

So something has to change

And I didn’t come to make you feel ashamed

And I didn’t want to make you take the blame

But I am someone you can’t lie to

What are you, you hellbent to prove?

What do you, you plan to do?

What are you, you hellbent to prove?

What do you, you plan to do?

If they come and get the question right

And they look you in the empty eye

If you’re never getting left behind

Although you try your hardest

'Cause it’s hard enough when you don’t hide

But you’re staring at the blinds closed tight

And you whisper that you miss the light

So can we just be honest?