Awakening in Death - Maniac Butcher

The eve on the death bed

Preparation for the way to God

Firm belief in the salvation of soul

Readness to die

The whole life with faithfulness to the Master

Suffering from His trials

Wallowing in dust under His legs

For acquirement of His favour

The «loving» of enemies

Exposing of the other face

The humble surviving in fear

The boasting about suffering

But only one

Your real pleasure

Trust that your torturers

Won’t avoid the hand of God

You are writhing in heavy convulsion

On the verge of agony

Whilst your night mares

Have still a lot of strenghts

Awakening from a dark dream

Just before the coming of eternal sleep

Disclosure of severe truth about God

Only too late!!!

The loss of trust in the power of God

Misbelief in his justice

Life wasted in lies and fear

Late throwing off of Christian fetters

Sudden fear from death

The rage towards powerlessness of a dying body

Disinterest in confession and absolution

Only enormous longing for revenge

Awakening in death

Revenge instead of confession

Volcano of unbelief and hate

Erupts in your mind

You hate all livng people

Your only wish is the revenge upon them

You wasted your time — you are dying

You are leaving without revenge!