Maybe I'll Wait - Mal Blum

I am waiting for the Sun to block itself out

I have been told that it won’t happen for a while

I feel sensitive and old

And I am 10, no I am 24

I don’t know what I do it for

I wish could write something to convince you not to go

But I don’t know anyone or anything to do the right thing when they’re alone

Except it feels like I’ve been trying to be better since I’ve known what better

was

And are you better off alone

Do you suspect they never loved you

Just themselves reflected off

'Cause I don’t know

Maybe I’ll wait

Maybe I’ll stay another year or two, okay

Maybe I’ll wait

Maybe I’ll stay another year

I won’t ever get you back

I can’t even kill a cockroach

You got it with a broom

At least I hid inside my room

I am as useless as they come

And are you used to all this talk yet

You say I don’t like myself but I’ve been trying to reverse it

And do you know anyone or anything to do the right thing when they’re alone

Because it feels like I’ve been trying to be better but I know it’s what it was

And always better off alone

Because I doubt that you could love me

Maybe yourself reflected off

Maybe I’ll wait

Maybe I’ll stay another year or two, okay

Maybe I’ll wait

Maybe I’ll stay another year

But I’ll keep looking for you

Another year and nothing different or new

I’ve got things that I wanted to do

So I’ll keep looking for you