So Hard - Madias

9 So Hard

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Standing here alone in this dark and damn tearoom,

Waiting for something which I do not expect,

Hoping to glimpse the light,

The light that will help me to erase,

To erase all over past.

Why is it so hard to forget our destructive story?

Help me to believe there is nothing left,

Nothing left to say.

Standing here alone in this cold and dreary room,

Waiting for nothing,

Nothing that can exist.

Why is it so hard to forget our destructive story?

Help me to believe there is nothing left here,

Nothing left to say,

Why is it so hard to forget our painful and unhealthy story?

Help me to believe there is nothing here,

Nothing here to be achieved.

Standing here, here alone in this dark and damn tea room,

Waiting for something which I do not accept,

No not accept.

Why is it so hard to forget our destructive story?

Help me to believe there is nothing left here,

Nothing left to say.

Why is it so hard to forget our painful and violent story?

Help me to believe there is not a chance,

Not a chance to save a piece.