Overdose - Madchild

Doing drugs when I was twelve on my skateboard and my BMX

Lost Juice WRLD, lost Mac Miller, lost Lil Peep, lost DMX

I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question

All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested

Almost went over the edge, know that it’s not a suggestion

Some just can’t handle the pressure, are suffering from the depression

The Grim Reaper is waiting patiently to walk us through death’s door

The Grim Reaper is waiting patiently to walk us through death’s door

Can feel my spirit, rising body, I am comatose

Lying lifeless, I took it too far, now I’ve overdosed

That’s what woulda happened if I didn’t say it’s over, bro

Had to leave, everyone I knew become a lonely ghost

So close, my mouth foaming, my skin purple, my lips blue

Can’t really say that I’m surprised with all the drugs that I ripped through

Rest in peace to all the fallen soldiers in the rap game

But all of us are playing with our lives like it’s a crap game

I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question

All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested

So close, my mouth foaming, my skin purple, my lips blue

Can’t really say that I’m surprised with all the drugs that I ripped through

I can feel myself slowly floating from my body

I hear children laughing in my head, I think it’s over probably

Tug of war, angels pulling at me might be too late

Demons' arms are grasping at me, pulling me to hell’s gate

I’m not sure which way I’m going 'cause I’m filled with self-hate

Suicide by taking too much of something that felt great

Screaming while I’m crying 'cause the pain is too unbearable

The great gift in life and I just ruined it, it’s terrible

I should be dead, I should be dead, I am not asking a question

Almost went over the edge, know that it’s not a suggestion

All of the money invested, all of the dope I ingested

Some just can’t handle the pressure, are suffering from the depression