Five Months, Four Days - Mackenzie Nicole

I wonder how it went this far

Looking at him in the back of my car

Thug on the radio

Three songs in, and away we go

He loves how he looks in all white

I loved how he looked against the sunrise

My hair’s still wet in a pullout bed

Light a cigarette

I’ll listen to the sirens

I’ll hate you back

I’ll love you more, you

Adore you, parked at the house next door

You walk me to the porch

Clothes on the floor, you’re bored

I don’t wanna be alive no more

Will you walk away?

Try to walk away

Will you walk away?

Try to walk away

Keep him all to myself

Dead roses that I keep up on a shelf

Same place, different day

I know there’ll be hell to pay

But I tighten my hold

Tell myself I’m in control

But I tighten my hold

Tell myself I’m in control

I don’t even know what’s wrong

Downhill since you quit your day job

Running out of time

You just said that I never even try

I’ll hate you back

I’ll love you more, you

Adore you, parked at the house next door

You walk me to the porch

Clothes on the floor, you’re bored

I don’t wanna be alive no more

I’ll hate you back

I’ll love you more, you

Adore you, parked at the house next door

You walk me to the porch

Clothes on the floor, you’re bored

I don’t wanna be alive no more

Five Months, four Days try’na change your ways

I can’t do this no more