Dying to Feel Alive - Luca Brasi

You said you should be proud of yourself

Nothing to be proud about

I’m getting swallowed up by doubt

Too many times feeling trapped in the sheets

Too many nights feeling trashed in the streets

And I said, «this is nothing to be proud about»

I’d love to just sit quietly

Feeling someone

All the colder passing day

I’m dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself tryna fight the reasons why

Dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself, feeling more dead than alive

You said, «You gotta be kind to yourself»

Nothing to be kind about

Getting swallowed up by doubt

I loved you that I’m a fuck up, you see

I’ve spent all my life struggling to breathe

So I said, «Try and spell all my worries out»

I’d love to just sit quietly

Feeling someone

I’m dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself tryna fight the reasons why

Dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself, feeling more dead than alive

For the first time in a long time

I’m drunk on nothing but you

For the first time in a long time

For the first time

For the first time in a long time

I’m drunk on nothing but you

For the first time in a long time

I’m dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself tryna fight the reasons why

Dying to feel alive

For the longest time

I’ve been killing myself, feeling more dead than alive