The Fear - Lotus Eater

The pain is always there

Nothing more will prepare

Myself for this feeling

I’m shaking

It’s hurting

Two eyes turn into more

They grow to so much more

A stare that burns so bright

End it all tonight

You wanna know

How hard my skin must be

To keep these thoughts in me

They want out

They want out

They want out

Creeping up to me

Both shoulders turn heavy

Conflicting voices

Creeping up to me

And then you

Drop

This mindset knows it’s won

Look at me, are you scared?

Look at me, are you scared?