flower - lonemoon

I am just a flower

Petals torn off of my head

Bless somebody’s fortune

I’m a euphemist (?)

Feel like I’m a shadow

Of the woman that I ???

Wanna feel again

Don’t wanna be a mess

Covering my face

With the hands that made my bed

The hands that made a check

The hands that made me blessed

If I give up now, that’s something that’s worse than death

Stuck in them bowl (?)

Tryna figure out what’s next

I don’t want a ride or die

Like all this fast asleep

She keep loving me

Don’t wanna see m weak

Overnight and days

And I’m bout to hear peep

That’s bcause I wanna make a song that’s in your dreams

Callin out, and they wanna see me leave

In a drought but I’m writing melodies

Maybe this is the thing that helps me breathe

In a messed up world where I forgot how to speak

(Took too many drugs)

(Crawled out a rabbit hole feeling)

Forgot how to speak

Messed up world

Messed up world

Thoughts won’t let me breathe

Thoughts won’t let me think

Maybe need a pill

Maybe need a shrink

Forgot how to feel

I want to restart

Every little piece of me

That I gave you tomorrow (?)

???

pretty in pink

Justin Cudeau (?) is tryna feel complete

Can’t fall asleep

Don’t know what that means

Don’t get out of bed because I can’t compete

By any means, let me escape

Fell down a hole but I don’t want to stay

Should I sing just to keep it at bay

My own mind that I can’t evade

Took so many drugs and went down a rabbit hole and crawled out feeling stupid

and gray (stupid and gray)

I don’t want to feel this anymore so I chose just to never do it again (do it

again)

Made so many choices now I’m left with all the consequences

Up in my face (up in my face)

Tell me I should try to muddy water (???)

But I stuck around so I could create (I could create)