Complain - lilbootycall

I been up all night\nI been up all day\nAnd I try to find the words\nBut they say I just complain\nAnd I’m never in a mood\nAnd I try to stay away\nYou be blowing up my spot\nMake me wanna shoot my brain\nCheck it out, ay\nI been up all night\nI been up all day\nAnd I try to find the words\nBut they say I just complain\nAnd I’m never in a mood\nAnd I try to stay away\nYou be blowing up my spot\nMake me wanna shoot my brain\nI been thinking all the time\nWhy I gotta feel like shit\nIf these feelings are genetic\nI don’t wanna have no kids\nNo one gotta go through this, because I just wanna go\nIn this world I’m surrounded, but I feel so alone\nThis is what I feel\nAnd this is all my moods\nMedication I’m dependent ay\nAnd the suicide is soon\nShould I drink it all away?\nOr shoot my shot just like some pool?\nI can end it all today\nI always feel like Imma lose\nCause they said that I’m a loser and they said that I’m a punk\nOnly thing that’s on my mind right now is fucked up\nAnd my family they despise me, my friends fucking hate me\nMy girl said she love me\nI couldn’t even date me\nI know what to do, and I know I need it done\nBut I guess I’ll fucking try, and wait for this fucking sun, cause I\nI been up all night\nI been up all day\nAnd I try to find the words\nBut they say I just complain\nAnd I’m never in a mood\nAnd I try to stay away\nYou be blowing up my spot\nMake me wanna shoot my brain\nI been up all night\nI been up all day\nAnd I try to find the words\nBut they say I just complain\nAnd I’m never in a mood\nAnd I try to stay away\nYou be blowing up my spot\nMake me wanna shoot my brain\nI been thinking all the time\nWhy I gotta feel like shit\nIf these feelings are genetic\nI don’t wanna have no kids\nNo one gotta go through this, because I just wanna go\nIn this world I’m surrounded, but I feel so alone