faded/2am - Lila Drew, GoldLink, SG Lewis

I’m scared of the silence how it flutters through my room

It just feels violent

I think you feel it too, too

Pulling on my fingers while you stutter through your words

Your thoughts they always linger and i think i’m on the verge

Of breaking down

Don’t know what that’s about

Your eyes they cut right to the edge

Of my boredom and order, obsessive disorders

And trying to fight but these feelings won’t hide anymore

I’m tired of the shit you said

It’s depression, transgressions, annoying expressions

It’s stupid babe why would you do this, you promised me more

I’m faded

It’s jaded

We used to be friends

It was so innocent

But I’m done

I’m faded and gone

I’m faded

It’s jaded

We used to be friends

But I hate to pretend

That I’m wrong

I’m faded and gone

Right, a good girl with a real bad body

When we face to face we get all off topics

Say you want change but you never change for me

How we gon beat the game, never play for me

But you just need trust, you just need someone to love

You don’t need all of this stuff

But you just keep playing

I just want take you to Cayman

Show you one, tell you one, take all this love and stop playing

Push up on it, feel up on ya, i don’t care

Whisper something, tempt you crazy, pull your hair

No, no, no, babygirl yeah tell me something

When we get alone we get to cuttin

That’s sad that we’ve passed the touching

Jump, jump let’s have a party

Stop fronting, i’m your n*****

Big boy making drug figures

Big boy was a drug dealer

Get the bag then we missed the past

And you cannot change what you never had

And don’t let this shit fade away all up in the past (or grass) like

I’m faded

It’s jaded

We used to be friends

It was so innocent

But I’m done

I’m faded and gone

I’m faded

It’s jaded

We used to be friends

But I hate to pretend

That I’m wrong

I’m faded and gone

Didn’t want to stay past 2am

Didn’t want to know what happened then

I won’t always be sober

And I’ll come off as a loner

Didn’t want to stay past 3am

Didn’t want to go through that again

Could this be bipolar

If I’m getting colder

I’m faded

It’s jaded

I’m faded it’s jaded

We were friends for too long

Innocent now I’m gone

I’m faded

It’s jaded