Been Thru - Lil Poppa, Quando Rondo

KimJ with the heat

J West Beats

I ain’t the bad guy

Everybody just tellin' me you gotta blame them people

You gotta be able to peep the fake smiles and handshakes

'Cause that first time you show 'em you trust 'em, they take advantage

I got issues

If nobody 'round me, who I’m 'posed to vent to?

I’m losing all my loved ones, I miss you

Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up)

And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you

We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due

Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental

Go all around the world for you, baby, if it’s meant to

I ain’t just rappin', rather talk about some shit that I done been through

Yeah, I sin, but I repent too

Move like the wind do

Send them vultures through your whole crew

Niggas get put in coffins when they mouthin' like them hoes do

And we ain’t with the talking, we tryna pull up and show you

And I know when the fame come, everybody gon' be actin' like they know you

All for some money, you ain’t keep shit a hundred like you was 'posed to

Thought I could trust you, that’s why I showed you half the shit I showed you

I’m the nigga you’re close to, too real to expose you

Got me feeling like what I do to myself?

Been actin' new with myself

Not staying true to myself, feel like I’m losing myself

I’m taking meds, whole time I’m abusing myself

Lil' givin' ass nigga, only using myself

I got issues

If nobody 'round me, who I’m 'posed to vent to?

I’m losing all my loved ones, I miss you

Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up)

And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you

We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due

Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental

Go all around the world for you, baby, if it’s meant to

I ain’t just rappin', rather talk about some shit that I done been through

These days, gotta watch the ones that you callin' your family

It be the ones you call your dawgs don’t wanna see you win Grammys

I told Luwhop fuckin' with bottle, hate the wet panoramics

Two different cups, two different drugs, I’m on this codeine and Xanax

Lu’ll whip that Glock out for Lil Sosa like they don’t understand him

I want to sip the purple potion, I’m the grandson of granny

I left my feelings in the ocean on South Beach in Miami

Fast forward my life, but in slow motion, life been goin' how I planned it

But, nigga, I’ma shoot for myself

Won’t help me count it, but you wanna spend these blues with myself

Climbing the highest mountain, I ain’t have no shoes for myself

My youngins, they wear blue when they step

I got issues

If nobody 'round me, who I’m 'posed to vent to?

I’m losing all my loved ones, I miss you

Make it a letter for my niggas in the pen' too (Locked up)

And I hope you got that lil' money that I sent you

We had it hard, make it happen when the rent due

Forever scarred, these drugs fuckin' up my mental

Go all around the world for you, baby, if it’s meant to

I ain’t just rappin', rather talk about some shit that I done been through