Scattered - Lauren Jauregui, Victor Kwesi Mensah

Scattered

Like the leaves upon the wind when

Seasons must begin to change again

Shattered

Pointed shards, a heart is broken

Left in patterns on the carpet where she wept

Tear-stained face, I can’t face these

Demons all alone, they don’t like me

All night, they stay and eat light

They talk and they write in thunder and lightening

Gloves on, match met

God makes Her bet

That I’ll lay my head down again in this bed

I think I might need some help

I don’t feel like myself

I don’t feel like myself

I think I might need some help

I don’t feel like myself

I don’t feel like myself

Scattered

Like the leaves upon the wind when

Seasons must begin to change again

Shattered

Pointed shards, a heart is broken

Left in pieces on the carpet where she bled

Bloodstained hands all around me

Hidden blades in a two-faced society

With sinister grins, they carve out their wins

From what’s left of my sanity

Gloves on (Gloves on), match met (Match met)

God makes Her last bet (God makes Her bet)

That I’ll lay my head down again in this bed

I think I might need some help

I don’t feel like myself

I don’t feel like myself

I think I might need some help

I don’t feel like myself

I don’t feel like myself

Clothing scattered all over my single bedroom apartment

My drink splattered look just like the paint on a Jackson Pollock

My grey matter been having me seeing red, but regardless

I’m not just mad at myself, I’m mad at the world

My girl says I got trust issues, honestly I fuck with you

It’s just I need the guts to say fuck it and open up to you

But it’s just open cuts too disgusting to be discussed with you

Too caught up in my emotions like Usher to confess to you

Caught up in my dreams and nightmares, demons don’t fight fair

Waking up weeping from my night terrors, I’m acting light-skinned

Really dreaming of crying, I need me a Zion right here

Can’t see 'em coming down my eyes, so I write tears

I think I might need some help (I don’t feel like myself)

I don’t feel like myself (I don’t feel like myself)

I don’t feel like myself (Anymore)

I think I might need some help

I don’t feel like myself

I don’t feel like myself