Need to Change - Landon Tewers

It's five thirty three,

I'm awake and my bed is all covered in sweat,

I can't sleep,

and there's blood on my sheets.

Yeah she likes it rough,

but I don't think that she likes the things that I love,

I need more,

than she wants to give.

No-o-o

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm fucked in the head,

I can't break,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I stopped blaming me,

now I blame god for my ways that you see

I'm a slave,

to my self loathing brain

Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place,

where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase,

I can tell,

You're just numbing the pain.

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm fucked in the head,

I can't break,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm stuck in my ways,

it's a shame

I know, yeah I know that i need to change,

I just needed a fix,

guess my timing was right,

you had just joined the mix,

I was sold,

and I needed a taste.

Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl,

she saw my contentions and gave me world,

I'm in love,

But I will fuck this up,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm fucked in the head,

I can't break,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm stuck in my ways,

It's a shame,

I know, yeah I know that i need to change,

I know that I need to,

Why are you crying,

I'm not like your last man I don't give a damn

Why're you still trying,

run back to him now,

I'm sure he'll understand.

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm fucked in the head,

I can't break,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

but I'm stuck in my ways,

It's a shame,

I know, yeah I know that i need to change