Airport Blues - Kyle Lucas

I’m up early and I’m packing my bags

Scatterbrain I don’t know where anything is at

On the road to the airport driving

Usually you were the one to drive me

I could feel your heartbreak every time I have to go

You always cried when you dropped me off

I would wipe the tears from your eyes, as I kissed you goodbye

«don't be sad ill be back in a flash»

I feel I got to do this to chase my dreams

Still it doesn’t make it any easier to leave

Doesn’t make it any easier on us, and it’s eating me up

Especially when you lack trust

And it’s nothing that I did to deserve that

It’s ok its just something that we’ll work at

A couple things in your past you just couldn’t get passed

And its sad, I thought we would last

We tried

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

I can’t even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

And I don’t want nobody else

Oh-oh-oh

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again?

Cause I can’t live without you

At the airport all day flights been delayed

At the bar right across from the gate

Drowning in this whiskey again

And I’m missing my friends

But to me it’s just a similar place

All these months on the road thinking we we’re keeping it afloat

Instead we were sinking the boat

I told myself, I don’t' want to write this song

But I’ve been thinking about you all night long

And I’m trying to figure out how we got this way

But we ain’t have a fair shot in the first place

I was in and out of town like all year round

Warped Tour I even missed your birthday

Too many missed calls and callbacks, some could fault that

Too many problems, never bothered to solve that

We’re trying to make it work when the fighting got worse

And you screaming at me but you really just hurt

I know

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

I can’t even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

And I don’t want nobody else

Oh-oh-oh

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again?

Cause I can’t live without you

It’s been a couple months since we broke up

It’s like a bad dream I ain’t woke up

And I tried to write this song numerous times

Honestly every time I just froze up

So I’m sitting sipping with soda

Tell the stewardess to keep me poured up

And I’m on a red eye flying home, writing this song trying not to get choked up

I know it’s hard to imagine

I feel this was meant to happen

And though the timing wasn’t perfect

The love was real and we met for a purpose

They say its better to have loved and lost

Then never even loved at all

And even though this heartbreak right now, has got us drained

I would do it all again it was worth it

I love you

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

I can’t even live with myself

Oh-oh-oh

And I can’t live without you now

Oh-oh

And I don’t want nobody else

Oh-oh-oh

I only have myself to blame

But do you think we can start again?

Cause I can’t live without you