The Hammer - Kublai Khan TX

You will never cease to seek validation

Desperation grows lower than my lowest lows

Trapped inside where I hide

You will never know, you will never ever know

Bitch

Panic sets in as I envision the abyss I’ve crept in

Don’t come back here, turn away knowing none can go near

Memorize this strict warning from a fucking bastard

Misery lives and she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense

Another day, my friend

Into the mirror I descend

Reenact these reactions

Duplicate the appearance of passion

Act up as a weapon of distraction

When deep down my nerves strike up like matches

And I’ll never leave this state of mind

I’ve tried.

It’s useless.

It’s useless

I remain afflicted

I remain afflicted

Forever suspicious

Of anyone that listens

Knowing well I’m nothing worth fixing

My tongue is a shovel, it dug deep

Bringing you to my level

Another day, my friend

Another day I must suffer to pretend

That this shit doesn’t kill me

That I’m fine and no lover to misery

My own friends don’t visit me

I know why.

No one Ever wants my company

It’s all there

My mirror Medusa, my master

My secret.

My slave.

My captor

From birth through death and forever

I won’t let you walk away yet

I take your steps as a fucking threat

My warning is a fucking threat

Panic sets in as I envision the abyss I’ve crept in

Don’t come back here, turn away knowing none can go near

Memorize this strict warning from a fucking bastard

Misery lives and she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense