Unable - Krizz Kaliko

And sometimes I

I don’t, I don’t feel good

Not physically, but like ment mentally

Mentally

It’s like I lose myself, like I’m not

Krizz anymore like

Unstable

It seems like I would’ve fixed it

But I’ve been gone for way too long

Put a band-aid on it to fix it

But I’ve been barely hanging on

If this is hell, then I need help

So dark it’s like I never see the sun

It’s like I’m dreaming, but feels so real

And I can’t be the only one

Unstable!

Give me a reason,

Cause I can’t stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving

I’m so unstable, and I need help

Cause I can’t do it by myself

Unstable!

Give me a reason,

Cause I can’t stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving

I’m so unstable, and I need God

Cause by myself it’s just too hard

So unstable

Now I’m back on my coocoo medicine, it’s better then

Feeling like I’d rather be in heaven if it never end

Either that or added soon to a padded room

Wish I could come back up in the womb, if there was any room

Unbirth me, this Earth hurts me

Said I’m beserk, not a single person heard me

Up and down, like working out and doing a Bur-pee

If life’s a beach, then can we at least go surfing (Okay)

My scruples are gone (Ah-Huh)

I done been around a Soo-Woo group, brains are noodle soup

Pain got me jumping through these hoops

That’s why I’m jumping back up in this booth

So I can figure it out and get it out

Wanna get rid of it so I gotta let it out

I’m still breathing but feeling completely

Make it up, out of it, battle it, take a hit

Gotta get out of it before it gets malignant

I’m digging my own grave, and being my own slave

I figure it’s gon' take a miracle one day

To get it up off me, it’s killing me softly

The feeling is awfully, like jittering from coffee

Panic disorder, got me thinking it’s over

Can’t be feeling this torture, but it’s fully a scorcher

Kali Baby, may be crazy since the day that he was born

But if he raised in three days, maybe he can get me through this storm