Last Letter To Cadet - Krept, KONAN

One last letter

Rest in peace, cuz

Yeah

Dear cuzzy, I don’t know where to start

You know this broke my heart

The most broken I’ve been, I swear to God

When I got the news of your death, I started losing my breath

I tried to be the strongest around, but as soon as I saw your mum, I broke down

Be there for her, I’mma do just that

In less than a year, I lost you and Nash

That’s my closest friend and my closest cousin

I had to ask God, like have I done suttin'?

Like, what did I do to deserve this?

This is what true hurt is

We had our ups and downs, but we built our relationship so perfect

I try stay strong, but your boy broke

I’ve replayed every vid, every voice note

I’ve been staring at your pictures for hours

My music career’s now ours

'Cause everything that I do, is now in the memory of you

Nothing comes close to this pain

Trust me, you didn’t die in vain

If you could ever see the love that you’re getting

How much people you touched was a blessing

No longer underrated, you definitely died as a legend

One of the best storytellers in the country

And still switch it up and do bangers like Pumpy

Trust me, if they ever knew how much I love you and how much you loved me

Cuz, please help me focus

This whole thing’s just too hard to process

You were loved, just know this

The turn out at Hyde Park at such short notice

Nan was proud, dad was proud, mum was proud, sis was proud, bro was proud

I swear to God, the whole family was proud when they saw that crowd

My heart’s so heavy, but I got pride so I won’t tell anybody that I need the

help

And the truth is, I do

I lost you, I can’t lose myself

Last few months have been hell for your dad like

But you know he’s a fighter, he’s that guy

Strongest man that I know, the first time that you’ve seen your dad cry

That’s my uncle, man I love you

I can’t take no more, 'cause I’ll crumble

And you two were fixing your problems

Were so close then you were taken from him

How much can one man take?

How much before this one man breaks?

All these stresses, all these pressures

Pray for me, I need blessings

Make sure you sort out any issues with your loved ones

Before God seals the deal

Your last words to me were literally «just know that I love you, for real,

for real»

And I couldn’t ask for anything better

I’ll remember those words forever

I know it sounds mad, but since you passed, I can’t listen to your letter

That’ll break me, that’ll finish me

I didn’t get to say bye, and it’s killing me

You knew I was proud, so that means a lot

You were even saving for a shisha spot

Just got your new crib, you were in it for a week

I was so proud beyond belief

You worked so hard, that’s why my heart’s aching

'Cause in a blink of an eye, it was taken

You know that I’m there for your dad

Mum, sisters, brothers and Roman

You know you got a brother in CJ

You know you got a brother in Konan

You know I been here for the fam

Since you been gone, that’s been clear to the fam

And this shit’s hard to believe, 'cause you’re the other half of me

I won’t let you down, cuz, I swore that

We’re putting on a show for you and

Everyone’s coming to support that

You’re gonna see, everybody’s got your back

Make sure the family stay strong

I’mma do what I gotta do

Say everything that I need to say in one track

Damn near impossible

I just wanna say a big thank you to everyone that’s showing their support

As long as I live, I promise, cuzzy I’mma carry that torch

Cuz, this don’t feel right

This just don’t feel right man

Cuzzy, thank you for every bit of love we felt

Cuzzy, thank you for every single hug we held

Cuzzy, thank you for every single memory

Cuzzy, thank you for leaving this legacy

Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you gave

Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you made

Cuzzy, thank you for this part you played

Cuzzy, thank you for all the lives you changed

When the lights go low and the curtains close

And the crowd applaud and you know it’s over

I tried to block it out, but the pain don’t go

So I wrote this one just to let you know

I never will forget you

I never will forget you

I never will forget you

I never will forget you

When the lights go low and the crowd applaud

I never will forget you

Yeah, I never will forget you