That Was My Life (feat. Dre Murray) - Kj-52, Dre Murray

I ain’t that person anymore

That ain’t just what I’m living for

I ain’t that person anymore oh no oh no

That was my life

Potential sex addict Just living for the thrill

Creating wounds that I thought for sure would never heal

I got a hole in my soul this world could never fill

But yet and still, I lie in lust like it will

And yet and still I’m knowing this is not your will

Following my way, living like you wasn’t real

But see I knew the truth yeah I had tasted proof

But knowing God is something that I kept concealed

See the world is pushing, yeah the world was lying

Selling fairy tales yep yep I was buying

But my soul was crying Friends thought I was flying

Cause outside I’m a lion But inside I’m dying

I had some bad habits potential drug addict

Cause when it come to messing up yeah I was good at it

And When it came to giving love I never could have it

I’m close to giving up I’m crushed battered so shattered

Nothing good mattered I’m staying up at night

I’m staring at the ceiling wish my skin just wasn’t white

I’m feeling lost in life I’m feeling nothings right

I’m feeling tossed aside stop the thoughts that cross my mind

And I could not decide I’m running out of time

These spoken lies lust and pride went and caught my eyes

I’m almost broke inside I’m living broke but high

I’m crying out who saves me now from this broken life

That was when you came Jesus that is your name

Freedom just when I changed freed up from all the chains

Freed up from sin and pain I seen potential gain

My life begins again and deep within I feel a change

You took the sin and blame so I am not ashamed

I was not okay but now I’m standing wide awake

My Debts are gone and paid my help is on its way

That life has gone away and this is why I’m free to say