Bleed - Kick the Robot

I was always the one

That never needed no help

But now I keep on asking all these questions to myself

Did I get it right?

Did I do okay?

Will mama love me like she did yesterday?

All I wanted was to bleed

Fall right out of the family tree

Is that wrong?

It’s gotta be wrong

Well I guess it’s wrong

But it feels so fucking right

So I will tell myself

That this is not my fault

But every time I get close to the answer all the lights go out

Is someone flicking the switch?

Is someone messing with me?

Did I do something so bad that mama just couldn’t bear to see?

That all I wanted was to bleed

Fall right out of the family tree

All I wanted was to sing

And curse the world when I was weak

Is that wrong?

It’s gotta be wrong

Well I guess it’s wrong

But it feels so fucking right

I’ll never see the other side of this cold dark veil

The others pass;

they never seem to fail

So I will stay the underdog so you’ve got something to root for

Try so hard and all they want is more and more and more

What seems simple

Just ain’t easy

I can’t take it

Anymore