9pm on a Sunday - khai dreams

Don’t wanna disappoint the people that believe in me the most

But I’m losing track of everything there’s so much left to go

Just need a little bit of clarity, a little bit of sense

But it seems that I repel it so I’m wishing you the best

I got nothing on my mind today I think I’ll be okay

Feeling a bit better than I did just yesterday

Tryna find the words I meant to say but never got the chance

Hear the rain falling down oh how it puts me in a trance

In the outside inside

No ones on the same side

Tryna find the truth but I’m only hearing the same lies

Remember when I used to spend my nights just getting so high

But now I can’t smoke without thinking about my ghosts

And the things that I don’t know they seem to govern all my actions

Never satisfied with settling perfecting never practice

And the worst part is I feel that I am running out of time

Need to figure out my shit so I can leave it all behind

And I’m sorry to you

I had problems of my own, I couldn’t find the time for you

So I’m sorry to you

Maybe in the future I could be the one for you