Surprise - Kevin Krauter

Sometimes I feel like a guilty pleasure

Sometimes it don’t feel like pleasure at all

Face in the air like I’m trying to fool ya

What a surprise, I’m just fooling myself

Glued to my phone, I’m just trying to hear ya

Sweat on the glass burning holes in my hand

I don’t wanna believe in a new communion

Pour out the wine, taste the blood in my breath

'Til I go and find out it’s so easy

Turn and walk away from all the sadness

Even if it feels too hard to handle

I know it’s just a reason to let it fly

Bending my will, but the effort is wasted

Hung up and dry, just a tool in the shed

Springing the trap 'cause it’s testing my patience

What a surprise, it was all in my head

Going to Hell, guess they killed me with kindness

Drank all my time, now I’m eating the chance

Is a moment of truth such an inconvenience?

Peel off the rind, bite the fruit in my hands

'Til I go and find out it’s so easy

Turn and walk away from all the sadness

Even if it feels too hard to handle

I know it’s just a reason to let it fly