Tests - Kate Bollinger

Couldn’t say couldn’t say

If I would come on back

With what I know now

Just don’t know now

Did you say

Did you say those things

That you couldn’t take back

You know I get down

When ya not around

What if I don’t see it, don’t see it when ya try

Easy lookin', easy condemning from the other side

Quick to pounce, quick to anger

Walk in don’t seem to bat an eye

Ballistic looking for the wrong

And I’m blind to all the rights

Got you like stroop reading red written with the ink that’s white

Flashlight in my palm, it’s not your fault you won’t put up a fight

Couldn’t say couldn’t say

If I would come on back

With what I know now

Just don’t know now

Did you say

Did you say those things

That you couldn’t take back

You know I get down

When ya not around

Well I’m not the type to see it anytime it’s going right

Run you through all sortsa tests, I’m still learning to pick my fights

I was sad before I saw you

Thought that you could bring some light

Implicit care won’t heal my demons

If there’s blood show me the knife

Don’t want to think a thought is treason

Each time your gaze isn’t mine

If there’s no ration to my reason

Show me truth but do it nice

With you

I know I put you through a lot it’s true

Running these tests 'til I can learn just how to read you

You got my back why do I still feel

So damn blue

What would you do

On the way back to my house I wanna call you

I start to miss you when I stay too long in my room

And damn the vacuum that’s inside when I’m without you

Couldn’t say couldn’t say

If I would come on back

With what I know now

Just don’t know now

Did you say

Did you say those things

That you couldn’t take back

You know I get down

When ya not around