If It Ever Made Sense - Kaiyko

Looking where the sky meets the horizon

Rub my eyes I’m constantly trying to stay awake no

I’m still looking for a way but this just-

Makes me feel that this is just hopeless

Broken pieces, why can’t you let it go?

Will I figure it out, figure it out?

Nothing ever made sense at all

I thought it would turn out right

But I find myself outside the lines and I’m running and trying

To feel the light on my skin when I go outside on my own

With the thoughts in my head and I’m looking up at the sky

Hoping I’ll open my eyes and see past these doubts

Needa figure this out all on my own

I’m tryna find a way out of this black hole

All of my friends are gone now where do I go?

I see everyone’s inside of the circle, Left me out the picture

Kicked outside of their world

I guess I have to get over this, huh?

Start acting like a grown-up who knows how to feel

Who knows what is real

And knows how to deal with an ugly truth that is revealed…

Nothing ever made sense at all, I see now you just

Take it or leave it, the reason you feel this now

Your waves are crashin down, But your voice it made no sound

And I’m searching for it all but we’d find it if it ever made sense to us

I don’t know where I am but I know who I am

Just a worn out loser pullin luck out the bag

Wishin on a dying star that ran out of the dreams I once had

Dreams I once had… took me to the places I always dreamed of

Familiar faces fill the spaces I never love…

Guess I gotta figure this out all of my own again

Cuz Nothing ever made sense at all, I see now you just

Take it or leave it, the reason you feel this now

Now, If it ever made sense at all.

Now.

Now.

Now…