Not For Me - K.A.A.N.

I ain’t got the aesthetics that they mastered

They wearing a facade, prosthetic, when it feel hollow

A popularity contest, they will follow

How deep is your love, is it that shallow

Same lows that could make a grown man break down

From the ground we rose, I tell 'em I suppose

They was slamming them doors and giving words of rejection

I wasn’t ever looking for acceptance

I knew I had the message

Another day to spread it, it’s a blessing

Down bad nigga, I was stressing

Glass half empty like a crescent

Never learned lessons

Dealing with the traumas stemming from my adolescence

Repressing emotions, Lord I feel hopeless

Gotta keep going, even if the world don’t notice

I never let it shape my focus

I can’t quit yet, nah, staying devoted

Yeah I feel pressure

Yeah I been lost in the depths of depression

Keep fighting, I’m pressing

Uphill with the battle when this life wanna test me

Still tryna pull a dollar out of a dream

When your account is on red but your mind on green

Gotta yield to reality but what does it mean?

I never believe in lies they be telling to me

I know it’s all perspective, it’s all subjective

With every song I get more reflective

My thoughts congested, the voices in my head start making suggestions

I can’t accept them, I kill 'em all off then I resurrect them

I’m knocking on the door like the insurrection

I’m at a crossroad in the intersection

Tryna reevaluate what my mind investing in, yeah